live my life.

begitu lama aku tidak meng'update' bende ni.
bukan malas, bukan jugak busy...eheh
mungkin membawa diri kejap...
disebabkan ketiadaan internet di chalet juga memalaskan aku untuk meng'update' di it lab...
(padahal bukan takde internet tapi takboleh nak menge'log in' ape2 saja bentuk yang boleh di 'log in' termasuk facebook!tension aku....okey fine, laptop aku koman tak macam laptop husna yang masih boleh 'log in' suma benda!huh)

~ sang pengetua Sutherland telah membawa berita baik tentang syazwan...Alhamdulillah...Amin

& aku masih tak sabar untuk balik deepavali...3 hari lagi!
mari kita menghitung hari...
aku xkeqa, lagi deepavali tak sampai lagi tu aku akan ulang dalam setiap post aku!sukati lah!haha

deepavali....deepavali....betapa aku rindu rumah...rindu katil kat rumah..entah jadi apa dah lama aku tinggai...rindu aneka...lapaq buboq...lapaq lencikang jalanan...lapaq burger lebai...char kue teaw...



but live not that easy...banyak lagi benda yang still tak setel...ucas...(still?)
apesal lambat sangat?kenape tak cakap je kalau tak boleh...just let us wait for something that is impossible...give us a fake hope?sampai hati....i know who are we to beg you for something like this BIG..but at least please try to help us if you really want us to be that you want...leeds!nak sangat tau tak...tau tak macam mana perasaan bila dah ada satu benda yang kita nak...tau tak?!

hidup kat ky memang mencabar...makin lama di sini makin terluka...(??)
means that, i have to struggle for a lot of things...can i manage to do all of that???
why?
i'm not perfect to accept all of it...
i'm not blaming other people....maybe it just because of me...myself...

i'm changing myself?
for what?for forget all of things that happens?it is not that easy...
but just live my life to the fullest and

laugh as much as you breath

aku sedang buat poem kot ni?


study hard+play hard....
IELTS...IELTS...lets work harder on it...don't let it is the reason why you're not be able to fly...